Misteri Kematian “Kurt Cobain”

Kurt Cobain adalah legenda dalam dunia musik dunia. Musik grunge yang diciptakannya—hanya dengan jurus tiga chords, musik patah-patah, dan lirik yang simpel namun tegas menyuarakan anti-kemapanan, menghapus dominasi musik pop Michael Jackson selama 20 tahun. Pada tahun 1990, Jacko mengeluarkan album Dangerous namun penjualannya jauh di bawah ekspektasi karena Nirvana, grup musik Kurt bersama Dave Grohl dan Chirs Novoselic, dengan album Nevermind-nya melibas semua yang ada ketika itu.

Kurt juga salah satu tokoh yang menjadi idola sekaligus inspirasi banyak orang. Kurt yang terkenal dengan kalimat “if I die, I’ll go to heaven cos in my life I live in hell,” ini ketika bunuh diri langsung diikuti beberapa orang penggemar beratnya.

Sampai saat ini, para penggemar beratnya masih banyak, ‘taat’ dan setia. Mereka percaya bahwa kematian Kurt Cobain sampai sekarang belum bisa terpecahkan dan menjadi misteri besar untuk mereka

Di salah satu web, pernah tertulis bahwa surat terakhir yang ditemukan kepolisian setempat yang katanya ditulis Kurt Cobain masih mencurigakan. Dokter setempat mengindikasi jika tulisan tersebut adalah tulisan yang menggunakan tangan kanan. Sementara yang semua orang tahu, Kurt Cobain adalah seorang yang KIDAL.

Di situs yang sama juga diceritakan di tahun-tahun terakhir sebelum ia tewas, sebenarnya Kurt Cobain dalam kondisi sehat dan sedang menjalankan terapi untuk menyembuhkan ketergantungannya terhadap obat-obatan terlarang. Di masa rehabilitasinya itu, sebenarnya Kurt Cobain selalu merenung dan tidak kacau. Dia lebih banyak mengurung diri di suatu tempat, pergi, dan datang kembali dengan senyum kepada semua orang.

Dan yang membuat semua orang-orang di sekitarnya terkejut adalah saat Kurt Cobain tertarik mempelajari Islam—ini yang ditutup-tutupi oleh pihak Istri dan personel Nirvana yang lain. Mungkin ini juga yang membuat orang-orang di sekitarnya “membencinya”, bahkan mungkin ini faktor penyebab kenapa Kurt Cobain tiada.

Misteri Kematian Kurt Cobain tidak sampai di situ. Konon, jenazahnya saja masih belum jelas apakah dikubur atau dikremasi.

Inilah isi catatan terakhir yang katanya ditulis Kurt Cobain sebelum dia diberitakan bunuh diri

image by islampos.com

image by islampos.com


“To Boddah”

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, the ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven’t felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now.

I feel guilty beyond words about these things. For example when we’re backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins, it doesn’t affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seem to love, relish in the love and adoration from the crowd, which is somehting I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can’t fool you, any one of you. It simply isn’t fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I’m having 100% fun.

Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I’ve tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do, God believe me I do, but it’s not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they’re gone. I’m too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last 3 tours, I’ve had a much better appreciation for all the people I’ve known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can’t get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There’s good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don’t you just enjoy it? I don’t know! I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm.

And that terrifies me to the point where I can barely function. I can’t stand the thought of Frances becoming the miseraable, self-destructive, death rocker that I’ve become. I have it good, very good, and I’m grateful, but since the age of seven, I’ve become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I’m too much of an erratic, moody, baby! I don’t have the passion anymore, and so remember, it’s better to burn out then to fade away. Peace, Love, Empathy. Kurt Cobain.

Frances and Courtney, I’ll be at your altar

Please keep going Courtney,

for Frances.

for her life will be so much happier

without me. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU(islampos)

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